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Note to Myself is a song and graphic visual that portrays internal self conflict. Each day many of us struggle or misuse different forms of abuse, whether it is with alcohol, sex, drugs, self-harm or something I may not have lyrically wrote or visually shown. We all know it exists in many forms. Each of us has inner demons that at times can bring out the worst in us. It is up to you whether they consume you or not.
‘Note To Myself’ was performed by Sam Tolson // http://www.samtolson.com
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/note-to-myself/1348347622?i=1348347638
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0IUvvoIMrIFfUif75e6VvA?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open
“Note To Myself“ was written by Sam Tolson and produced by Dmitry Surikov
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Lyrics:
Verse 1:
I’m Feeling lost in a world that I’ve never seen
I was woke up and forced to grow up, yet don’t know who to be
This dilemmas got me thinking things I’ve never dreamed
so I’ll swallow all my pride, while they sit and scream
I’m speaking words like ancient tongues
Nothing makes sense, I’m on the run with a gun
I’m holding my breath cause I’m coming undone
I’ll stand alone in a crowded room
Smell of the smoke and the cheap perfume
And nothing makes sense, no not even you
Chorus:
Tell me how to make it through
Help me find a way to you
Everything feels so blue
Hopeless heartache came true
Tell me how do I find you
Tell me how do I find you
V2
I’m seeing things in my head that I can’t recollect
This deceptions got the best of me,
there’s no turning back
And my confusions often fueled by other remedies
So I’ll take another drink,
as you sit and scream
I’m speaking words like ancient tongues
Nothing makes sense, I’m on the run with a gun
I’m holding my breath cause I’m coming undone
I’ll Stand alone in a crowded room
Smell of the smoke and the cheap perfume
And nothing makes sense, no not even you
Chorus:
Tell me how to make it through
Help me find a way to you
Everything feels so blue
Hopeless heartache came true
Tell me how do I find you
Tell me how do I find you
Middle 8:
All of these demons
My head won’t sleep
So high from the dopamine
I’ll fade to my dreams
I’m scared that they won’t leave
I’m scared that they’ll stay
I’m hoping this nightmare will fade
But now my ignorance caused
This mind set right from the start
I tried to find myself through the dark
Tell my mom it’s my fault
With all the bullshit I’ve caused
I know she loved me through all my flaws
Chorus:
So tell me how to make it through
Help me find a way to you
Everything feels so blue
Hopeless heartache came true
Tell me how do I find you
Tell me how do I find you
